Precisely what is needed is what we most long to have and what is missing is becoming less and less.
This is the part where everything changes, perhaps not in the way I expected, but now it is a total improvement, the path becomes a little clearer in the moments when I couldn’t even see a way out.
I should be grateful to myself for how much I have been surprised and for the way in which too much truth has been revealed in the face of my supposed sanity. How much I claimed to be right is not that I wasn’t or that I couldn’t define myself as a person with Ease of understanding simply did not match many of the things that begged for emotional relief with the temptation to give the same freedom in order to find a little peace.
It’s a shame that no matter how much I asked for more, I refused to find myself, to know that I should take things very seriously when, in order to completely heal my heart and thoughts, I have done everything to achieve that it is not just life in that place of loneliness when The only thing I could think about was demanding someone had the calm to understand me when I never understood being listened to when I have spent all my time denying and covering the gaps of my own intolerance to all hate does not blind you but it turns you into a person who will never find a place anywhere
